i'm back at university. back on campus. back in a lecture hall. back in the dhaba, everyone's favourite cafe. back in the meeting house for 20p coffee. back to 25 minute bike ride to campus. back to the library. back to brighton hills. back to being defined as student and not much more. back to reading packs. back to wearing clothes i'd never wear anywhere else. back to breakdancing (woop!). back to old friends.
back to sussex-ness... argh.... E.G. "so, what would you say is the most anarchic food?"
back to anthropology (where they teach you how to speak bull**** and sound like you know something????!)
and... fourth year. not recognising hardly anyone around campus. feeling old and a little 'prickly' towards 'those freshers'. overwhelmed by new people and not feeling too motivated to get to know them. rusty brained and forgotten my spanish.
BUT. overall. OK. today anyways. today i feel like it's possible. and am SO thankful for the wonderful friends who are BACK too. or still here. :-) makes all the difference in the world.
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